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Name: Kayle
Country: United States
State: Michigan
Metro: Lansing
Birthday: 9/27/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: Reading, writing, music, guitar, singing, drawing, long drives, friends, talking, sharing, caring, jogging, sports , snowboarding, boardgames, Online chatting, Blogging, Cats, Micka(my min-pin)
Expertise: restoration
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
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Yahoo:  elyak15@yahoo.com
Member Since:
2/22/2005
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| So my wedding is on Saturday. Only 3 days away. Every time I think about it I get butterflies in my stomach. the first thing that runs through my head every morning in a little man with a banner trailing behind telling me that my days as a bachelor are numbered. Not entirely a bad prospect.
My bachelor party was yesterday. I had to pay for myself. We still had fun. Golfing and lazer tag. came home and went to bed at 9:30. Totally woke up early today and now, only 3 days until the wedding.
Today the tent is being put up at Anna's moms house for the reception. It is such a weird feeling, getting married, I mean my whole life is about to change and it is happening so fast. All our planning is actually now becoming things we can touch and feel, not just written down on paper. The homemade invitations and programs and centerpieces and chocolates are sitting in the basement ready for use, and I am going to be a husband in 3 days.
I pick up my Tux tomorrow and then my friends and I are going to see the midnight showing of "Star Trek". I am so excited for that. I have loved the series since Captain Kirk, and now I get to see him again, albeit it a different form. Captain Kirk is going to make his comeback and then I will be getting married in 2 days.
I will wake up the next afternoon and head over to the church where we will be having our rehearsal and then the dinner. We will practice our vows and the walking and the music. Then we eat... Pizza and Aunt Gina's Mac and cheese. So Good. We hand out our gifts and then we have a second bachelor party at Dustyn's house. Only 1 more day.
On Saturday I will wake up in a pile of bodies, my groomsmen and I will shake of the video game frenzy of the last five hours and head over to the church, again. Today I will be getting married!
Wish me luck!
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| I just got a new Shark Board for my laptop. It is totally amazing. I can like hold it in my lap and use it in in any direction I choose. So much better than the keyboard on the laptop. I got it at goodwill for like 3 bucks. Totally cool. Makes a big difference since I am unemployed, and am filling out multiple job apps every day online. I swear they make laptop keyboards especially for giving people carpel tunnel syndrome.
The more I type with this very responsive keyboard the more I realize that the buttons are a little smaller, therefore I have to be much more accurate ant precise in my typing. A cool feature that I will put to good use. On a side note: the backspace button in lo longer double in length, so I find myself doing this, \\\\\\\\ instead of erasing words. Slightly annoying.
Yes you heard my right I have been laid off. No more job for me. This makes a bit of a poop decision suddenly fly up in m y face, since I am engaged, and will soon be married (may) and also moving to Kalamazoo, I should look for jobs over here right? But do I want to leave my church 3 months earlier than I had informed them I actually would be leaving? I mean they were all expecting it in may, but what about February or even March. Wont that make it a little weird?
"Hi guys I know I don't go here anymore but I'm back to get married. Now I'm gone again. See Ya in Three Years!!!"
Not exactly how I envisioned things working out.
I mean I was planning on leaving that whole life, job, church, house, eventually but loosing my job three months early has made it hard on me. I don't want to get another job over there only to leave it after a couple of months, but working over here will make me leave other things behind that i wasn't ready to let go of. The puppy dog faces that the youth give me when i mention leaving are also heart breaking.
I guess the best thing is to just pray and ask God what he wants from me. And then trust that his will, will be done.
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I have a dead end job, but the moneys ok
I'm going nowhere, I don't mean to complain
I was struggling and trying not to drowned
I love my church, although I felt alone
I Love my God, he is there when I call
But I needed someone, just to hold my hand
And then I saw you and I felt alive again
Cause..
When you smile you outshine the sun
When you hold me tight my troubles are gone
When you look at me, the world is in your eyes
Cause..
When you smile
Everything is alright
When Anna smiles, everything is alright
I remember the first time, I saw your face
You were standing there, staring out into space
I thought that you were just another girl
I skated up, and I told a joke
Your eyes lit up, and a smile broke
That is when my whole world changed
The moment when I couldn't stay the same
I cry sometimes, but with you thats ok
I talk a lot, but you never complain
You simply sit there and listen to my voice
I love your family, were never apart
you fit in, right here in my heart
Watching movies, sleeping in real late
Your simply perfect
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| Quick update while I am at work. The youth group is going well, But we seem to have hit a wall. Like suddenly a lot of the kids just don't want to thibnk abour God anymore. Like he doesn't matter to them. It gets really frustrating when they don't bring their bibles, don't talk to eachother, and don't really seen to care either way. This has caused my faith to falter a little, but God is still good, He still loves me, and he will give me the srtrength to get through. My family is happy, Moriah is Prom Queen. The church is growing. Life is a challenge. Sexy Bean | | |
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